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Received: Day 79
Details: 20:41 - 23:16
Impressions:
- wow Asch is kind of cool.
- lots of Natalia/Asch stuff
- "If I hadn't been born, Natalia and Asch would have . . . "been boning
- Asch would have died at Akzeriuth if Luke hadn't existed. That . . . actually makes him happy.
- "Experiences only you know. Feelings only you feel. Don't deny them" TEAR IS THE BEST
- A definite bit of self-confidence? Well, more confidence in Tear's words. But he's on the right track??
Details: 20:41 - 23:16
Impressions:
- wow Asch is kind of cool.
- lots of Natalia/Asch stuff
- "If I hadn't been born, Natalia and Asch would have . . . "
- Asch would have died at Akzeriuth if Luke hadn't existed. That . . . actually makes him happy.
- "Experiences only you know. Feelings only you feel. Don't deny them" TEAR IS THE BEST
- A definite bit of self-confidence? Well, more confidence in Tear's words. But he's on the right track??
Received: Day 79
Details: 39:44 - 43:03
Impressions:
- Since Luke already remembers Asch and who he is to Luke, this has less impact but it still feels weird to him, sort of jarring, like an out of body experience.
- Ion's important is now solidified after this memory. Nothing can happen to Ion or there'll be a war.
- "Aren't you the ladies' man" = ?????????????????????????????????
- This is a callback to what happened in Dawon. People are expecting him to make decisions, decisions Luke himself doesn't fully understand the ramifications of, as if he's in charge and Jade saying so felt more like a slap to the face than something positive.
- He doesn't know how to feel about Asch. There was a strong need in him before to keep Asch alive no matter what. But Asch seems to be permanently pissed off at him.
Details: 39:44 - 43:03
Impressions:
- Since Luke already remembers Asch and who he is to Luke, this has less impact but it still feels weird to him, sort of jarring, like an out of body experience.
- Ion's important is now solidified after this memory. Nothing can happen to Ion or there'll be a war.
- "Aren't you the ladies' man" = ?????????????????????????????????
- This is a callback to what happened in Dawon. People are expecting him to make decisions, decisions Luke himself doesn't fully understand the ramifications of, as if he's in charge and Jade saying so felt more like a slap to the face than something positive.
- He doesn't know how to feel about Asch. There was a strong need in him before to keep Asch alive no matter what. But Asch seems to be permanently pissed off at him.
Received: 77
Details: 44:47 - 50:46
Impressions:
- Why does this blue thing call him master . . .
- Also "The channel's closed"?
- SO HE CAN HEAR ASCH even though he was asleep? Because they're connected?
- "You base your actions on what others say and never try to understand things for yourself."
- "Master Van said so. . . " ???
- "It's no wonder everyone got sick of me and left me behind"
- He really is Asch's replica
- I HAVE to change!
- "I'm going to start with what I can do."
- "I may not do a good job right away. I may make mistakes. But I'm going to change."
Details: 44:47 - 50:46
Impressions:
- Why does this blue thing call him master . . .
- Also "The channel's closed"?
- SO HE CAN HEAR ASCH even though he was asleep? Because they're connected?
- "You base your actions on what others say and never try to understand things for yourself."
- "Master Van said so. . . " ???
- "It's no wonder everyone got sick of me and left me behind"
- He really is Asch's replica
- I HAVE to change!
- "I'm going to start with what I can do."
- "I may not do a good job right away. I may make mistakes. But I'm going to change."
Received: Day 76
Details: 4:06 - End Start - 5:10
Impressions:
- replica's help? replicas??
- Wow this Asch dude is doing something crazy.
- "He's still struggling to find his own worth" This ... actually helps somewhat, since he hasn't found it in Kyr yet.
- He's only been alive for seven years? Is that possible?
- :( Guy :(
- He's the fake. . . . So that means he's a replica, not a real person.
- He doesn't want to die.
- Tear :(
- Asch.
- "What use is a replica if you can't take my place in a time like this?"
- Sure did ruin Asch's life somehow.
- Annd got punched by Guy.
- This contradicts his earlier memory of wanting to live but at least some explanations are given about his line of thinking.
Details: 4:06 - End Start - 5:10
Impressions:
- replica's help? replicas??
- Wow this Asch dude is doing something crazy.
- "He's still struggling to find his own worth" This ... actually helps somewhat, since he hasn't found it in Kyr yet.
- He's only been alive for seven years? Is that possible?
- :( Guy :(
- He's the fake. . . . So that means he's a replica, not a real person.
- He doesn't want to die.
- Tear :(
- Asch.
- "What use is a replica if you can't take my place in a time like this?"
- Sure did ruin Asch's life somehow.
- Annd got punched by Guy.
- This contradicts his earlier memory of wanting to live but at least some explanations are given about his line of thinking.
Received: Day 75
Details: 19:33 - 22:53
Impressions:
- Waking up on the Tartarus
- :( I KILLED SOMEONE
- "That can't be helped" wow
- +1000 concern over human life and death
- "They do what they must in order to survive"
- Apparently he was banned from leaving the manor due to being kidnapped?
- AND he has amnesia?
- Still angry since he doesn't want to kill anyone. Why can't he choose not to??
- hdu jade
- +100 frustration. He doesn't know and people keep expecting him to know things. Which is an old feeling he had with Dawon. They kept expecting him to have opinions but he doesn't know enough to formulate strong ones.
- Some grudging respect for Tear.
Details: 19:33 - 22:53
Impressions:
- Waking up on the Tartarus
- :( I KILLED SOMEONE
- "That can't be helped" wow
- +1000 concern over human life and death
- "They do what they must in order to survive"
- Apparently he was banned from leaving the manor due to being kidnapped?
- AND he has amnesia?
- Still angry since he doesn't want to kill anyone. Why can't he choose not to??
- hdu jade
- +100 frustration. He doesn't know and people keep expecting him to know things. Which is an old feeling he had with Dawon. They kept expecting him to have opinions but he doesn't know enough to formulate strong ones.
- Some grudging respect for Tear.
Received: Day 74
Details: ker-link
Impressions:
- Some people have kidnapped a guy named Ion!! Because apparently without Ion, there might be a war?
- Kimlasca and Malkuth. Luke has heard those names before and he's faintly aware that he's from Kimlasca, where Baticul is. He doesn't know why they're at war since the people at Engeve were pretty chill with him and Tear there.
- There's some weird glasses guy with them.
- "Fonic artes" "Fon slot seal" ???
- ... SURE IS HOLDING SOME WEIRD FIRE BREATHING BLUE THING ...
- Glasses dude is Colonel Jade Curtiss. Tear's full name is Tear Grants and the person who kidnapped Ion is Major Legretta.
- well that escalated quickly. The blue thing called him master and he finally saw Arietta.
- . . . GUY . . .
- Over 140 people died tho :(
Details: ker-link
Impressions:
- Some people have kidnapped a guy named Ion!! Because apparently without Ion, there might be a war?
- Kimlasca and Malkuth. Luke has heard those names before and he's faintly aware that he's from Kimlasca, where Baticul is. He doesn't know why they're at war since the people at Engeve were pretty chill with him and Tear there.
- There's some weird glasses guy with them.
- "Fonic artes" "Fon slot seal" ???
- ... SURE IS HOLDING SOME WEIRD FIRE BREATHING BLUE THING ...
- Glasses dude is Colonel Jade Curtiss. Tear's full name is Tear Grants and the person who kidnapped Ion is Major Legretta.
- well that escalated quickly. The blue thing called him master and he finally saw Arietta.
- . . . GUY . . .
- Over 140 people died tho :(
Received: Day something
Details: 4:34 - 6:15
Impressions:
- . . . he's going to disappear :(
- but he's happy??
- Thinking about himself as . . . Luke
- and he has friends!!
- Now he's less afraid of dying and being alone. He's also going to try and start thinking about himself and what he wants to be.
Details: 4:34 - 6:15
Impressions:
- . . . he's going to disappear :(
- but he's happy??
- Thinking about himself as . . . Luke
- and he has friends!!
- Now he's less afraid of dying and being alone. He's also going to try and start thinking about himself and what he wants to be.
Received: Starter!
Details: Start - 3:50
Impressions:
- He's far away from home with this lady...
- He's a duke's son!
- He's never been out of his manor before and boy, does he miss it.
- PAY... ING ....
Details: Start - 3:50
Impressions:
- He's far away from home with this lady...
- He's a duke's son!
- He's never been out of his manor before and boy, does he miss it.
- PAY... ING ....
